holy cow guys.. i'm head over heels..

just got back from dropping ann off. we went geocahcing today
if you don't know what that is.. goto www.geocaching.com
anyways.. we went to the yalaha bakery too.. where they have the best sweet rolls ever..

she's great.. but .. i constantly feel haunted by the advise of my teachers from church.. it's like having an icy hand on you wherever you go.. geez.. maybe i'm just cold..

yea.. so ..

i don't know if i can describe my feelings as "love" (??)
but they are more than just interest.. we came home after the bakery and watched "finding nemo".. she was leaning on me half of the time.. and the other half we were sitting on opposite sides of the couch.. clearly my indescicion is coming to the breaking point..

she told me how she and her friend experimented with pot once..

can i accept her as she is? (rhetorical)

.. geez. maybe i was better off alone.

confused more than yesterday..
-M@