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last night.. hmm..

the game was okay i guess.. we didn't stumble or fall.. but the team got whooped.. 24 to - that hurts

i 'm not myself today for a number of reasons..

1. tired.. seriously.. this week has been pure and unrequited heck.

2. sad.. and possibly a little depressed..
coming home last night i was thinking about how the games in charleston went.. and how i would hang out with lisey and beck and will in the stands... i really miss it there.. and i still can't get over it.. sometimes i wish someone would boot me in the end and say " OY! YOU! GET OVER IT ALREADY!" or something like that. i was listening to the radio as i turned in to the subdivision.. and started tearing up .. .. .. .. .. later i got home and went to bed..

3. uncertain..
i hate it when i don't know some things.. like what i'm gonna do today.. wether or not ann is gonna call to see the play i had in mind,... and stuff like that.. mom and dad still can't decide what they want to do today.. i just wanna be vegitable

well.. yea.. that's how the day yesterday went.. along with me telling off candice.. that was great!

.. and i think i wanna work on the play.. and clean up the mess in my car.. and talk to grace.. i don't know what to think about her..

mom just bellowed about how my room should be cleaner than it is.. better get off to work..

::sigh::

- M@